Judgement

“Judgement” was born out of a moment of uncomfortable self-recognition. I realized that the tension I felt toward others - the irritation, the critique, the unconscious superiority - was a mirror. (My inner thoughts were: “OMG. If I can be this mean and judgemental of others…..that means…..I am this mean to myself. Ouch!)

The song began as a confrontation with the outside world, but as I wrote it, I turned inward. It became about the quiet ways I police myself. The standards. The comparison. The voice that says “not enough” or “too much.” Judgement captures the razor-thin line between discernment and projection. It’s not about pretending we don’t judge - it’s about owning it, tracing it back, and deciding what we want to do with it.

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Perfectionism

“Perfectionism” was born from exhaustion. From the constant tightening of my own standards. From believing that if I refined enough, polished enough, achieved enough, I could finally outrun uncertainty and outperfom any and everyone (LOL ok, as if?!) Impossible taslk.

At first, I thought perfectionism was discipline. Ambition. Commitment to excellence. But as I sat with it, I realized how much of it was fear - fear of being misunderstood, dismissed, or simply not enough. This song became an excavation of that tension. The pressure I place on myself. The invisible rules. The subtle self-rejection disguised as high standards.

Perfectionism lives in that space between devotion and control. It asks what happens when excellence is no longer an offering, but a shield. And whether there is another way to create - one rooted in wholeness instead of proof.